Tuesday, February 2, 2010

my best friend is now my foe

everyone have close friend or may i assume it is just that way even some people don't have any. anyway, i have this very close friend of mine who i knew since i was in my school days. back then we weren't that close. but as time goes by, we seem to click because the chemistry between us is so undeniable. i find comfort in his acquaintance. lately, i feel that he's getting sneakier to bring me down as far as he can, affecting my studies and life.. turning me into someone else who i really hate and feel disgusted of. if you're really thinking that i'm talking about a person.. well, i'm not. i'm actually talking about my enemy, 'procrastination'. ya.. cheesy right. i find it really troublesome for me to have this tendency to procrastinate everything in my life. i find it comforting but at the same time i know that i will regret it in the end of the day. you know that if you are confronted with a problem.. you might think to solve it quickly or to leave it alone until the condition is right or you might just leave it until it just cool off by itself? answer number 2 and 3 is procrastination. thats what i usually might do. this really have to stop since everything is falling out of place now. i started to feel like its just too late sometimes, that this is just me but part of me think that i still can change this obnoxious habit. where should i start?....

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